me vs you then vs the world

well, for the past few days, i've been tryin to deal with my self, but i couldn't.i felt everything around me so mess up, confused me, makes me tempered.

gee..i felt i have no one right now.but, after i checked around i looked around, maybe i just miss something that i should have been done. pray..

i never pray since i ....could remember.i tried then, but it's hard.i just try to make it normal and not to make it serious, but in the end i felt my self as enemy of the state.i felt everybody is tryig to hide and leave me alone.step aside for me..

how pathetic am i? sooooo baaaddd...

everybody changes then.i realise that.and everybody not so that good.i'm so naive then..

hehehehe...let's make it real.just do the right things when you have to do it.otherwise you just being a puppet to find others satisfaction.who's the angel who's the demon?there is no angel but there are a lot of demons.i start and i need a new perspective for all this matter.i want to know that i can go out from here.just far away from here.i need to fulfiil what i want without regrets.and i wont sorry for everything i will get someday.

one of my friend told me, everything we do, is everything we does have for tomorrow.people start to leave and go. i lost one of my friends last month.he's the one who tried to pull me up when i just move in to this city.but, he died because of stupid things.and i really shocked.and down.

in the end who knows my life wolud end up like what.i'm scared.so scared.if i fail once more..

i'm dead..the real me vs the world though.........